Wednesday, December 30, 2020

New Year's eve

2020 a time of shock
world vengeance to boot
cooking too much
people starving
and dying of Covid-19

2021 a time of hope
with vaccines out of trials
still drinking too much
(at least on eve of the new)
dying and giving birth

where have I feasted
in the past of New Years
in  hotels - dancing - 
tapping the night away
drying out and coping

where else - quiet years
not many - in air plaines
in NYC Times Square
Kennedy Center
cold with fireworks

so this year's eve tomorrow
will be in Covid's plans
I shall be home doing
tv - having a bottle of fizz
and thinking of you! 

Monday, December 21, 2020

Great constellations

On winter solstice 2020
One core constellation 
Jupiter and Saturn
two  phantom planets
encountered visually by
the earthlings vividly
in 1226 during 
the Albigensian Crusade
in 2020 through 
the Covid-19 plaque

from the Middle Ages
to the Space time of now
it makes me think thus
everything in between
a little girl of 5 
taken by her mom
at noon watching
her first solar eclipse
through a piece of glass
smoked grayish black
-
that's why today I applaud
that I can see this 
and make the connection
to a house somewhere 
in Occitania -that this
middle-aged village 
contains stones upon stones
and  this house was begun
around that time

so the starry combination
of two great Ancient gods
is a cool culmination 
what makes me happy
knowing that we share
all people everywhere
fates of humanity -
and humbly we should
embrace our smallness
amid a second of 
Gaia's part of the universe

Sunday, December 20, 2020

Finished œuvre

An old lady’s lament
With a twisted hell ring
Of a course towards
Dead corpse’ demise
Having fulfilled nothing 
Of her young dreams
A total waste except 
Her brood 

An old person’s yelling 
With a swirling dance
A body’s doomed bang
When hitting the floor 
Just a life in vain
Sans rien for show
If only - just vanity
Her ideas

Blending the two
Her kids and her chimes 
Will not double up 
Like the two planets
A phenomenon against 
The evening sky
Wondering like all
Her testament


Saturday, December 12, 2020

Saturday's little observation

Possessed by possessions
obsessed by obsessions
lost to loose losers
without withering
all human foibles 
are inhumanely humane
if we acknowledge 
with fail our frailties!
  
 

Friday, December 11, 2020

A fleeing instant

shadows on the wall opposite my window
mirroring the house I live in for now
how ephemeral  is this fleeting sight
it moves in an instant with the sun
never to repeat - not even next year
since this sight of sun beams of morn
will be different - just like my feelings
because I shall then be a year's worth wiser
(if I live that long) and the moment gone 

Wednesday, December 09, 2020

Horned hen

Horned hen - a total disaster
describing my ego's desire
when truly I meant raunchy
It comes and goes still
when I least expect it -
the olde female driving  or
walking - not when seeing
a handsome man or anything
just out of the thin blue
hitting red - yellow or green
not ham not egg just me
and my physical carnality.

Tuesday, December 08, 2020

The roles

The roles of our lives if we live that long
egg child adolescent adult senior - corpse
so an ovum takes on a sperm and evolves
into a child - babyhood - toddler - a kid
and then the biology kicks in - an ado
with all of the sexual complications
until at the middle of the twenties
one can feel semi-normal whatever or not
during adulthood you have ups- downs
all around and depending on your
economic status never truly static
because life isn't - that kind of smooth ride
for most - the one percent eliminated
and then the rest of us rich to poor
have the same fuss over love and unlove
whether trans bi hetero gay or lesbian
or the varieties in between - alas
rare have anyone had nothing to worry about
or if an occasionally so - he or she creates
problems of a minor to a major
But our roles of babies to old fogies
can change within a moment from 
one to the next company we keep or alone
humans are adaptable but frail 
and sometimes the weak or the strongest
there is not true role for the actor
we are reactors of our environment
heading into an accident - a reunion
the biology of the human will react
either bodily or with feelings - 
bleeding for boozing or dragging 
ourselves down or perhaps up the ante
it doesn't matter - we - people of the world -
will be a perpetual drop of humanity
hate love frustration obsession with colors
of all kinds and the sounding board 
around us called nature will react
to our stupidity and our unthoughtful ways 
so that one day tis world as we so call it
will vanish when our great great great
grandchildren are gone - they are away
we are away and the Gaia shakes herself
and starts humming and swinging again.  

Tuesday, December 01, 2020

Au "revoir" les petits monuments

mon cher ami je comprends
qu'on reste des copains
des enfants communs
sans que vraiment toi et moi
soient des bêtes attachés

mon cher frère dans l'âme
je sais que la vie continue
en chantant des  ballades
d'un alternative modèle
il y a des airs différents

mon cher pote des années
malgré mon quasi-attirance
on n'est que des bons amis
et pour cela je te remercie
de tout mon coeur pâli

un jour on se rencontrera
encore au joli printemps
avec l'espoir dans l'esprit
mais pour l'hiver venant
je m'arrête triste et morne
 

Sunday, November 29, 2020

Réflexions

Novembre - les derniers jours
Les vignes s’endorment tous
Les garrigues brunissent aussi

Tout est calme malgré les temps 
D’une pandémie qui tue 
Indiscrètement sans borne 

On n’a pas le luxe d’être 
Imprudent et cavalier 
Autant qu’on le voulait

Sacrée volupté dont parle 
Le poète n’offre que l’air
Parmi les fleurs fanées 

Sauf sur un siège dans
La merveille d’Occitanie
Imaginons un monde guéri


Thursday, November 26, 2020

Clues to a screw

Someone found a screw
on the kitchen floor
dug up not where it went it

later dreamt about it
a nightmare where 
the screw popped up again

This time someone had
the hot tip to the screw
thought it was right

in the garage the trance 
did not yield the answer
clueless screwless hole!

The morale of the tale is
believe your pipe dreams
and be verily screwed


Wednesday, November 25, 2020

A thought about a trip

First world problem - naturally
trying to fly home - eventually
airline keeps cancelling flight
so got another trip - somehow
to go where I belong - anyhow
the plane got away - no dice
so 
here I am in a lovely place
a pandemic a holiday race
to try and satisfy home base
yet feeling stuck and not
the feeling of being free
is not there - being me
so
whatever one does - in life
comes to haunt with a strike!
  


Wednesday, November 18, 2020

La réaction

Une réaction physique 
d'une femme aphasique
dans la fureur basique
estampe des pathologiques -
larmes  - sans logique
sauf le fait vampirique
dans l'enfance scénique
et le bel âge chimérique
les rages homérique
effrayante colère unique - 
font un choc tragique! 
 


Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Le long de la randonnée

Une petite histoire rencontrée
sur mon chemin aujourd'hui
quel beau temps de Novembre
autour d'une morte alourdie
pour l'individu qui l'a raconté

Un homme et un chien et moi
j'ai dit bonjour comme d'hab
l'air était si frais et odorante
m'en expliquant peu opaque
sans que la petite bête aboie

Sa compagne est décédée
et tout un coup j'ai compris
sans lui rendre une offense
que sa femme souvent confie
à moi pardi -j'aime sa majesté

Poursuivant - son chien en patois
le toutou loge chez lui retrograde
pour l'homme il est son épicentre
surtout son meilleur camarade
presque ses yeux en larmoient
 
Notre flânerie continue peu à peu
il commence à ouvrir sa vie
des langues -  sa propre naissance
quel metier il a poursuivi
c'était dans ces mots on s'était arrêté.

Le soleil d'un après-midi flamboie
la vie passe ses uniques mascarades
je peux être comme une Cassandre
avec les rencontres mitraillades
le vent porte plein des fins en soi




Saturday, November 14, 2020

She solo!

Saturday eve in a medieval hamlet
the gateway to an ancient empire
Something strange happens
To an almost crone of sorts
Not for very long time free
But
By old stones - by being her
The innards churn nothing
If not calmness of a caliber
Equal to -could it be a certain 
Self acceptance - enjoyment 
Of
Her own company - aloof
In her search for solitude 
Because she knows that
Tales told by her ancestor
You are alone - accept it
And
Within the sturdy stone house 
She relinquishes the need
For people’s company 
And realizes that here
She is embalmed with peace!

Thursday, November 12, 2020

Un dessert au grenier

 Pas sous les toits de Paris 
Dans les années précédentes 
D’un rêve printanier rosé 
Mais une réalité anéantie
Par une pandémie récente 
Dans mon grenier arosé
De l’amitié des rires fous
parlant de la vie courante
Des voyages dans le futur 
Là-bas des illusions où 
Elles sont vraies - souriantes
Des vues de maintes  cultures 
On ne parle que des choses
Agréables et des voyages beaux
Nos anciens amitiés d’amour 
Mais l’heure du départ s’impose
Nos mémoires restent au limbo
Donc un autre  gerbe de velours

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Le onze de onze

Le onzième novembre
à l’heure pile onze
Une grande guerre stoppa 
Aujourd’hui encore
Les clochers sonnent
on la mémorise  - voilà 
Les bruits sonores  partout 
Peuvent aussi nous dire
Qu’on est encore - hélas 
Contretemps de Covid 
Une peste de nos jours 
C’est notre bataille piranha 
Ensuite l’animosité vif
Qui reste entre les gens
Riches/pauvres /en Scylla
De Charybdis - on tombe
Comme des aveugles dans
Notre propre microcandela 
La lumière pointe uniquement 
Dans une seule direction 
Au lieu de danser la zarzuela 
Avec les voisins qu’on ne connaît
Et les invite pour bavarder 
À l’heure onze au delà !

Sunday, November 08, 2020

Radical needs

A new president-elect's speech
without divisive comments
threats of this and that
a promise of union of decency
has not been the norm
for four years plus
in a middle of a pandemic
everyone else is a potential
enemy - a frail person's
scaremongering tactics
but now all of a sudden 
just calm and reason revived
seems so-called shocking
that it will be the balm
this island country needs



Friday, November 06, 2020

My waiting for Godot???

I plunged into
the miasma
on November third

a few days later
had not thought
but got hit by

November fifth
yester morn
how could I have
forgotten my dad's
day of death 
and my uncle's  ditto
on the third -
an my mom's demise
as well on the fifth

years later -
a long time ago
and here I was
waiting for a shift

in rescuing democracy
wish it to come sooner
or it may not
so I am waiting like
Vlad and Estrag
for a result that
will come - process
questioned when
it should not be

inquiring neither
should my parents'
deaths on the same day
twenty eight years apart
the strange way of
when my mother's
last days were odd and
I knew that she might
die on the same dawn
into dark at the same hour,
my dad did not wait
for Godot to arrive
like this old drama

flipping the odds that
one day I might
die on this weird 
Gunpowder Plot date
to another lightening
morning awaits democracy
or demise thereof 
it gives me hope 

the election and death
of equality and darkness
intervals of doubt 
or clapping the hands
waving away the crucial
wait for Godot 

and we all do it.....







Monday, November 02, 2020

En rotte i paradis?!

Kiwitræets grønne krone
over pergolaens fletværk
er fyldt med lodne kugler
mere eller mindre modne
man kunne gå helt bersærk

Et par i lokalparadisets have
havde plantet de unge træer
de voksed' sig store og flotte
gav efter flere år edens gave
fyldte mange smagsløg især

En middagsstund sad herren
med en ven og snakkede løst
kiggede op på umodne frugter
som var bespist af - en snerren
ej af fugle - en rotte - han gøs

Således endte historiens sang
kiwibuskens dydige kvidren   
var en irreel drøm i grønnegård
af rottens inderlige madtrang
lød der kun en bøddelsklirren

Til Torsten
 

Sunday, November 01, 2020

Sleep ad nauseam please come

Lonely nights when I am away
awoken at 3 am like in the song
in the wee dwarf hours - a day
thinking that I will for ever long
That is too blah and not hurrah

On a Sunday morn in November
I listen too sweet melodies of yore
My soul - burns not - an ember
of distant longing for your corps
That is so blah and it's not hurrah

Mystery - mastery dream lover
of so long ago  - no comparison
I have to stop dreaming - shudder
sleep come - be a  swell samaritan  
That is dead blah - eyes fall - hurrah 


Saturday, October 31, 2020

Leçon de ma maison

Confinement
en Occitanie
un beau jour
en automne
dans ma maison
médiévale

Un ordi avec
un portable
me débrouillant
des rayons de soleil
la vie moderne
arrêtée

La peste règne
dans l'environment
notre stupidité
de ne la pas prendre
au sérieux reste
fatale

Au fond c'est
nous - la plaie -
l'arrogance
de contexte
sans saisir 
l'idée

Ma temple solide
a déjà perçu
des luttes
anciennes -
actuelles - elle
s'en fout.



Monday, October 26, 2020

Repetition

Nightmare of awakening 
Return to sleep instantly 
N o t
Visiting the loo
Drinking water
Schlepping downstairs 
Grabbing a bite
Upcrawling the steps
Reading again 
Falling slowly back
Unto the pillow 
Two hours killed
Dawn approaching 
Nightmare returns
G e t  up with the bell


Wednesday, October 21, 2020

Le catalogue impossible

Autour de moi sur ma table d'écriture
c'est comme une grande bataille d'ordure
des factures, des coquillages, des livres
un grenouille en porcelaine tire-lire
des mots-croisés et un manuscrit ancien
c'est comme mon cerveau enceint
sans qu'il puisse vraiment se fixer
et reste comme un mort asphyxié.
Si un jour je fais le menage du table
un moment sans ambiguïté réfutable
je crains que mes idées soient défunts
et  mes poèmes restent tous à jeun.



Tuesday, October 20, 2020

Des bruits

Des bruits dans la nuit sauvage
me plaisent comme un tirage
d'un beau livre de mémoire
des amours d'une veuve noir

Des hurlement dans un lit fauve
est plein de rien d'une alcôve
dans un bordel où crient les pûtes 
sans que les clients les disputent

Des hourvaris honnêtes sont rare
dans les près ou les nénuphars
d'une femme vivante et pressée
mais elle reste criante:  pas assez!

Des cliquetis d'un piston wisigoth
ne savent pas réduire le libido
sauf avec finesse et grand grâce
Boum - la Victoire de Samothrace!






Sunday, October 18, 2020

Tavshed

Få gange fås fornemmelse for
At være i en slags ekstase
Det kan være hvorsomhelst
Alene eller i flersomhed
For pludseligt regerer en ro
En indre fredsommelighed
Af en forunderlig kaliber
En indsugning af ideel indtryk 
Latent naturligvis men sjældent
I sin legemlige udtryksform
Et letlevende boblebad
Af kroppens og sindets driftige
Karmainducerede koldsved
Og fysisk følelse af varm
Nej - af en hed velvære 
Spredt og bredende sig
Ud i alle ens værkende leder
Der smeltes sikkert sammen
En korporlig og mental 
Lykke - et stærkt glimt
af uendelighedens tavshed.

Thursday, October 15, 2020

Escargots de Mozart

Mon visage très ridé
J’essaye  de le soigner
Avec un crème d’escargots
Tandis il vaut mieux
Et moins périlleux
D’un air mozartien alto!

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Aux armes citoyennes !

La condition féminine 
N’est pas très sublime 
ll faut bien se battre
comme belle Cleopâtre
la reine d'Egypte ancien
prise par l'amour d'antan
son empire occupé par César
une veuve toute en noir
Antoine symptôme du fléau
deux suicides - pire lot 

Est-ce-que les femmes
portent des oriflammes
comme la Pucelle d'Orléans
pour qu'elles soient des goélands
ou Olympe de Gouges
le sang coule du "vouge"?
Toutes les autres héroïnes
nommées des jacobines
les âmes de nos aïeules
ne sont pas des trompe-l'oeil

On risque de nous perdre
Dans les détails terrestres 
Au lieu d’être très conscientes
Des barrières condescendantes
Il faut être politiquement alertes
Les temps produisent les mal herbes 
Le fascisme en se réveillant 
Domine l’être femelle cherchant
Le retour du temps unilatéral 
Est une horreur bestiale !




Monday, October 12, 2020

Surprise - non

Un beau froid matin
Au mois d’octobre 
Sur mon petit chemin
Une semaine commence 
Que se passera-t-il 
Le futur restera ouvert 
Peut-être y-a-t-il
La grande surprise 
De mon existence 
Ou le blabla temps
Ma éternelle devise:
Embrasse l’univers !

Sunday, October 11, 2020

Cold coffee

 Cold coffee left
From yesterday
Twirls down 
Jolting me
To readily accept 
Today’s storm

The present’s whirlwind 
Prepares me
For tomorrow
Another time’s
Belting songs 
Of yesteryear 

Nah it is forward 
‘Warm memories’
Are wonderful.
Whatever weather
Live with this
Chilled drink now

Wednesday, October 07, 2020

Handmaiden

My god told me
My power is vested in you
To obey me is to love
Me more than yourself 
You must support 
Your menfolks and 
Your girls must learn
To become handmaidens
You help yourself 
By getting the power
To your special cohort
Silently wield my power
To you and yours.
I the handmaid must
Not show that the goal
Is to control females
To reinstate the patriarchy 
But in my god’s name
To render service to men
In democratic institutions 
Under the guise of a strong 
Female figure - pulled 
By secret societies 
Like a doll on strings
I become the instrument.



Tuesday, October 06, 2020

La femme allongée

Une femme allongée sur un lit
dit rien - voit autour d'elle

Un homme se prosterne devant elle
essayant de la faire l'amour

Réussit-il? De la faire rêver? 
Il est un nuage - elle  une  montagne  

Elle l'attend - taciturne - patiemment
lui - il s'envole sur le ciel 

Elle reste enfermé et solitaire
et un autre nuage s'effondre

De temps en temps elle pleure
elle est immobile et triste


Friday, October 02, 2020

Le vieillard

C'est triste de voir
tout un coup coupé
presque affligé
coquettement - 
se proclamant
je suis un vieillard

Quand je l'ai connu
tout a fait vital
un été tropical
plein d'arrogance
impertinent
maintenant perdu!







Wednesday, September 23, 2020

A brook's baseline

Vigga the Voelva sat 
where she mused
mostly during her life
near the little brilliant brook
She wondered once more
why life took these turns
she had a sensual dream
took her breath away
so vivid  the intercourse
with this somewhat vaguely
familiar nameless swain
awoke her senses - 
a rare titillation that 
did not leave her 
the whole day - odd
when she now was trying
to at calm her inwards
as she peeked up upon
the free floating clouds
she sought to remain
calm - impossible
something was urging her
to go ahead and fulfill
her yearnings - a futile wish
but still it was showing her
that she was alive - screaming
A woman's lot was not
what she had bargained for
when she was a young chick
at that time it was just
an ordinary bourgeois life
but because she was born
with a different view
she had to change into
an old crone who walked
around listening to people
and their stories sometimes
affected her so deeply
that she had to vomit their fates
out and spill the beans
into her writings of yesteryear
on occasion she was a shaker
and had wonderful memories
but lately dissatisfaction
delved into her inner mind
wondering vicariously
she was no longer herself
that was sure - scary - 
again at a albeit lesser crosswalk
yet the dream of sexual satisfaction
stirred her loins so deep 
of distant reminiscence
and yet so present so real
that for days she pondered why
not since Shmuel had she had
such fleshy feelings -
was it even possible at her age
to get the abandonment of youth
to repeat that urging longing 
of meeting another person's frame
and embrace the delights of earth
fire - flames even - to become
embers and lie in embrace
for the rare reverie of sensing
her own body against another
out of the blue - gave her hope
of the brush of a time to come
never to give up - just live
a lot and a little -  the waves
of the waters ran as it should
tingling against the embankments
- if you could say that - 
a brook's little digging 
the grass and the stones 
nature' command of passing 
the time taking care of life.
The voelva Vigga moved
and wiggled her toes in 
the wetness of the stream. 
 
    


Sunday, September 20, 2020

Les pas platanes

Les beaux platanes
leurs troncs se dépouillent
dans les couleurs grises
Timbrés d'une palette
douche et vieille
Le mois de septembre
apporte une verte
grisaille - c'est la seule fois
dans la année ronde.
L'hiver le thorax est nu
Au printemps un jade pale
En 'été - éblouissant éclat
Mais vienne l'automne
Partout à Paris - c'est
le match parfait.
Oui - ailleurs on trouve
l'abre platine
apporte une calme
et touche un pas passé
platane et pleine.

Monday, September 14, 2020

Evelyne

Une femme un peu puérile
s'est noyée - trop servile
avec un pacte de sa cadette
 
Elle avait un âme rempli 
d'un éclat (comme dit
sa copine) vers la lumière

Battue de son existence
Gorgée de pestilence
inceste - mari violent

Perdue dans le système
sociale - un anathème
fragile âme - notre soeur





Your fill in your own need

An invisible urge
To yell and scream 
Due to Covid 19
I must combat
My fervent désire
Instead of laughing
And mask my ire
Knowing that 
the invasion of hatred
of unhealthy living
is close to the matrix
of racial distrust
this me truly disgust
Alas no hope to 
find mirth today
instead of just
totally human decay
mixed with civility
gone haywire
humanity shows 
its distinct desire
of egotism plus greed
instead of happily
helping the need...





Thursday, September 10, 2020

Cathedrals


Houses of prayer 
homes of god(s)
somewhere I read
"Gothic catherals are 
the middle Ages
exorbitant penis extenders"

What make then
the other eras'
churches of worship
or minarets as a call center?

The synagogues of
yesteryear - no real 
phallus' symbols
adorn the roofs
since they were study rooms

Yes there were some
with towers and copies
of the vernacular modes
but not to that extend 
of cathedrals and minarets

The more hidden the sex
the more spectacular
the towers?
Just a pharisaic thought
on a Thursday afternoon.
 

Saturday, September 05, 2020

Odd thoughts

Jump up - jump down
drown
Ship in - ship out
about
Stay in - the cocoon
wound
Rub in - the sore
pour
Out the pain- in the
rain
and drain the soul
ghoul!

 

Thursday, August 27, 2020

A free dystopia of today

Dismay at the turn 
of the underlying
hatred and bigotry
of the presumed
free and great country
It is neither free
nor great - it  only
pretends - lying 
and cheating is
the name of the game
the more you can
get the other down
the better - a bitter
non- reconciliation 
A land - where
the one percent owns
more than 75 percent
and the 99 share
25 percent - numbers speak!
No health care for all
and abortions laws are
tightening in states
and guns are being
used daily in the name
of the right to bear arms
A nation where 
a two party system
works - not -
gerrymandering
felons who have  
done their duty in jail
cannot vote -
redrawing boundaries
the postal service
to be meddled with
A state where you keep
mind control of masses
by keeping the television
on 24/7 - no time
to think for one self
let alone be curious
as to why - how -when
where and especially who
A kingdom where
sexes - colors - races
are divided and put against
each other in subtle ways
and the information
is being curbed - by
quietly silencing 
the vigilant observers
who try their best
and keep on harping
that life on this island
is not what it should be
but a non-functioning
dystopia of a magnitude
in the name of a free
and functioning society. 
 


Thursday, August 13, 2020

Fiber knowledge



For the first time ever when
Lying in the quiet chamber
I saw my childhood’ s Torquemada
And realized that for once
My old body’s reaction to
Not relaxing was obviously
Massaged into the hate and horror
I felt for a therapist’s hands
Knowing the necessity
Of my body’s embalming.
One day I do hope to relax
But alas not quite yet!


Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Conundrum - acrostic poem

 Covid-19

Ongoing

new

unstoppable

not to be trifled with

deadly

reigns the world

un-2020

maybe 2021 vaccine

Monday, August 10, 2020

Gaia proudly/sadly says

Storm - storm - storm
away with the debris
flush out everything
needed and unnecessary
mother Gaia decides:
to not have respect
for my earthly needs 
I just send you winds
waters and disease
on top of nozzles
golden sand will fly
only - pangolins
will live because
they unlike most
carry the plague
but will not suffer 
from the vira they spread
and the cock roaches will
have a dream of a day

I have given you 
a home - a house of life
disrespect is what I got -
the early industrial age
started in earnest
You forgot that I
am the stronger than
the living on my planet
but you try to defy me -
hence we all shall hurt!





Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Commentary on feeling blah...

Anguished angered
anticipating disaster
brain fog - lack of incentive
that's what politics do
to anyone impotent
without power 

Despondent distressed
desperate hopelessness
brain dead - no desire
that's what lackluster impetus
does to a person 
without authority

Tormented troubled
trusting tribulation
brain cloud - loss of a mind
that's what strain overload
does to an old woman
without hope 


    

Monday, July 20, 2020

To push or not to push

To push or not to push
to beat around a bush
who am I to nudge
when I don't budge
not an inch
in a pinch

To urge or not to urge
my wish to not merge
with everyone else
just strain the belts
no way not
on the dot

Finally-

To need or not to need
a push/urge I not heed
strong as an ox
smart as a cox
but mayhab
all Ahab

Friday, July 10, 2020

Une mémé honnête

Un jour pas si loin d'ici
je reverrai mon petit eden
autant que je veuille fuir
de ce pays maintenant
il n'y a aucun possibilité
de me retrouver ici
pendant des ans prochains

Ma tristesse - et mon âme -
se trouve sans rien
qu'obligation familiale

Vous - les autres -
au moins la plupart -
je suppose - aimez
bien la convention

de plus en plus
le protocole n'attend
aucun espoir projetant
subir une vie sexuelle
manquante et nulle
-
avant de mourir -
je veux être libre de
décorum bourgeois
vivre dans mon monde
d'une sensation corporelle
même si l'âge de raison
est dépassé fatalement
-
dans les banlieues
avec les petits maisons
ou la vie se passe
derrière les portes
assez insidieusement
peut-être je ne suis
la seule qui désire
d'autre chose plus gaie
même si je suis
une vieille mémé.


Thursday, July 09, 2020

Massage message

Old worn body on the bench
alas no longer a young wrench
but a sedate gramma to boot
sometimes doesn't give a hoot
however in the massage room
I cannot shut the world's gloom
My thoughts twirl and whirl
from oldhood to a young girl
jumbled - mumbled oddball twists
while the masseur  is on my wrists
If I could for once fully relax
stop my thoughts in their tracks
I would get the massage's message
that would be its eloquent passage.



Tuesday, July 07, 2020

Waa!

New visual theme for my blog
to pick or not to pick
that is indeed the ?mark!
What I use this for
is nothing but a drop
of twirling electrons
poking in my right/left
hemispheres of a decaying
brain of an angry
but seemingly calm
old broad brought up
to be a sedate "good" girl.
I spit on this image
rarely to be avoided
but my consoeurs
I encourage as much
as possible - too late
for my genes - --
No new views from me.

Monday, July 06, 2020

Humanity bravo

Bubonic plague returns
( it was probably only subdued)
Corona vira of certain kinds
Sars, Mers, Covid-19,
The Spanish Flue and the yearly dittos
What else ?  wars and murders galore
Humans fight within/outside themselves
It is still a miracle people want kids
And they are born into what calamities
Poverty - pollution - revolution - depravity
I looked at two of my grandchildren
Today- marveling at the human optimism
On a hot humid summer day where
Hidden airborne droplets could get you!

Thursday, July 02, 2020

Yggdrasil revisited

The Vølva weaved her willful thoughts
again around in her inner sanctuary
near her wonderful old Yggdrasil
the tree she could see herself dance
Around to a cosmic cancan rhythm
 - generation upon generation -
well to be brutally honest what
she could not see was her mother's face
but her father's stood out - odd
because when he died she - the Vølva
 - hated him - but her own authentic
- no not authentic - but baseline life
she realized that there is a double
for every act - a counter act
- within that opposition a debate opens
and she would have to ask herself
whether she understood the actions
of her progenitors or rather could
she or anyone judge another human
for what their genes entailed - enclosed
embraced and more or less entwined
let it be understood that only yourself
not anyone else could only be responsible
as an advancing adult within his or her
timeframe - timeline or space in time
for his or her own actions and behaviors
if you did not have any appeasing facts
working against your body or mind
With what right did she have - only
she had been a young naive chick -
- empathy not sympathy was what
she had found as she grew older
The Vølva Vigga decided to accept
Her abject feelings from that time
And forgive but not forget the deeds
Because if your mind rejected
These debilitating daft sentiments
Of yesteryear then she the waning Vølva
Would be a fake half human being
Accepting and acknowledging
Those youthful jousting thoughts
part for the millions and millions
Of wired wounds - but without those
she would not have been who she is
Today and all her DNA with chemicals
would not have lightened up
as her father's face reclaimed her
just as she was lurking lecherously
around yonder Yggdrasil wanting
waiting to swish and twist and just
do what she wanted without postulating
whether or not or why or wherefore
that she was guilty of something other
than a zest for life - embracing
her heritage of genetic matter mostly
and accepting herself as she truly is
a blazing being with definite desires
without  shame or blame laughing
along the little stream of unconscious
urbane urges twirling twisting
hers and her archaic tree's twigs in air
hoping that she would one day
again cuddle in her vulva and vagina
the desired handout or phallus
not under the trunk but the off shoots
of the tree of life in her little
hiding place somewhere in a wooded
edenescent vine-filled backdrop
Vigga just pushed herself violently
to never let go of Yggdrasil's drive
dreaming all that she Vigga the Vølva
died not in vain having dared live
her life during these weird whiles
wholeheartedly and as honest
as a Venetian quattrocento courtisan.


 







Friday, June 19, 2020

Juneteenth

I am no poet
and not even a wordsmith
but I am an angry old lady
maybe only a broad
because why on earth
does stupidity reign supreme
in this land  of the "free"
No one is ever free of anything
except the nihilists
and even a so-called denier
is not alone in the society
Maybe I am not as good
as I should be but - fuck -
nobody is - it is the human
in us all

I am no bard
and not even a lyricist
but I am an enraged old gal
perhaps only a dame
furious at why the youngsters do
not rebel more
in the land of the free
I am white European with a
privilege that I did not know
I had - having a visible handicap
so whatever bla bla bla
Not as supportive as I could be
trying harder
but nobody is - it is the the biped
in us all

But just because
I am no singer I squeal
that black lives matter
yellow/red /blue/brown
mixed with genes
all lives matter
learning to hate comes early
history or not be damned
"a damsel in distress"
in Central Park will
not excuse her behavior
nor will any police violence
be accepted -  this so-called
country of the "Free" is
not free at all.


Sunday, June 14, 2020

Masks

A mask party a la
Marcel Marceau
Dance around
In a park nude
With a cover
Over your nose
And silent mouth
Saying nothing
Observing only
Your fellow people
As they twirl as well
In the twilight zone
Of true  fairytales
Letting yourself
Be looked at
Realizing that
We are nothing
But humans
What we say is
How we act
As dancers
In life’s ballet
Only  everyone
Does it differently
Grayish bluish
Beamlight on
The specters
In mouth/nose tutus
Twirling the batons
And humping
Undetectably on
Two sticks
It is surely
A mascarade
Of mummanity

Saturday, June 13, 2020

Too easy

Too easy to kill
In a country where
Every citizen has
A right to arm
Her- or himself
Where the police
Only needs a
High school diploma
Not even a
Psycho evaluation

Too easy to maim
Your fellow man
Or citizen
And with a shrewd
Lawyer one can
Get away with
Murder or privilege
As long as you
Are white or wealthy
Of any color

Too easy to bully
Anyone different
From yourself
Or your peers
It happens everyday
To the underdogs
Kill maim destroy
Humans and their
Self confidence
It’s easily taught

A unique haiku

my purple penis
filled from the usb port
a woman in bloom

Thursday, June 11, 2020

NOW in the US

A black man died of being chocked
by a white police man
repeat ad nauseam
A black woman being shot in her bed
by a white policeman
repat ad nauseam
A white woman's yell for help
in a park - perceived afraid
repeat ad nauseam
police grabbing money and drugs
off people after arresting them
repeat ad nauseam
poor immigrants thrown in jail
because of no papers
repeat ad nauseam
fresh not contaminated water
in Flint and poor neighborhoods
repeat ad nauseam
poverty kills gives illnesses
and fight for life
repeat ad nauseam
and the poor schools not
getting support and good teaching
repeat ad nauseam

--ad nauseam--
--ad nauseam--
---d nausea---
-----nause-----
-----noise-----
---screams---
-can't breathe-
---silence---


quiche quitted?

I forgot how to make a quiche
does that mean - Alzheimer's?
yet I did not bother to look it up
thought I could cook it -
the repast was different
(just as good I might add)
but not the quiche I dreamt off
redo it correctly
or  reframe the words
not as many eggs and no bacon
but ham and mushroom
and the dough was ok -
did not measure that either
can I forgive myself for
forgetting the recipe
although I never use it
the way it is supposed to?
for once -  a quiche acquitted!

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Tonnerre nocturne

Dans le climat tempéré
Il change petit à petit 
Sans que personne 
le sache d’une année 
A l’autre tout un coup 
on est dans le subtropical 

Dans une vie femme 
L’échange tombe
D’une année à l’autre
D’une jeunâtes vers
La vieillesse plus
Ou moins pénible 

Entre les deux temps 
Le chaleur et le feu
Rend possible tout
Qui reste mystérieux 
Et humain au sein
D’un tonnerre nocturne 

Sunday, June 07, 2020

Brutal

Brutal force rams innocent lives
mostly others than white
why - why - why

Brutal police ruffles to keep order
not friendly at all
why - why - why

Brutality rules the streets in the US
rifles, guns, AK47
why - why - why

Brutal gang wars runs cities
money supports drugs
why - why - why

Brutal penury and needs
is a way of life
why - why - why

Brutal lack of education in cities
too many to a class room
why - why - why

Brutal lives of inhumanity
repeating the circle
why - why - why

Brutal racism in behavior
often in the powers
why - why- why

Brutal absence of empathy
in everyone all over
why- why - why

Brutal racism reigns here
and in the world
why - why -why

Brutal examples of hatred
kills from within
why - why- why


Saturday, June 06, 2020

Sadness acrostic

Screaming
about
demeaning
notes
eviscerated
sad
solemnity

Thursday, June 04, 2020

Un peu risqué

Le désir reste sur le toi(t)
attendant le grand tronçon
l'ouverture est en moi
hesitant dans un donjon
le berceau s'imprègne
comme un animal d'antan
avec la finesse urbaine
sans trop de s'abandonnant
le luxe de la volupté
le calme dans le petit lit
est un vrai atrocité
ton corps me rajeunie.

Tuesday, June 02, 2020

Sengekantspoesi

Den sengekant hvorpå jeg sidder
Stille en sen aftentime
Efter en netflixsnydelse
Ja man kan jo selv vælge
Er en enlig kvindes rand
Mange kanter har jeg siddet på
Og nogle har lænet sig indover
En simpel seng hvor jeg var sløj
Mødte jeg for første gang
En venindes mand i Paris
Min mor bekymrede sig ofte
I barndommen læsende højt
Godnathistorier og fortalte
Selvlavede hits om kejseren
Af Kina og hans bedrifter
Af elskeres sengekanter
Er der nok en speciel
En sommer på Skagen
I et loftkammer med
En enkeltmandsseng
Til to - kanten var gedigen
Eller ... nej det hører
Fortiden til - fremtidige
Sengekantsminder begyndte
For år siden med franske
Fortællinger og kvindefnis
Børnebørns sengekanter
Er nu at vente her men også
Hisset dog ikke ofte
På grund af afstanden
Mine sengekantseventyr
Af den muntre slags er
Dengang som nu
Fornøjelige og fantastiske
Som dansere i haremsbukser
Hvirvlende dervisher
I blodrøde gevandter
Og jeg falder i Morfeus’
Arme og driver afsted
- forhåbningsfuldt -
At miraklet indfinder sig
Og jeg sover hele natten

Monday, June 01, 2020

Letters to different lovers


It was your smile that captured me
you looked like a little boy
when we made love
so horror horror - did I fable
that you were younger than that
or maybe I portrayed myself
as a young chick -

It was your hands that grabbed me
you were greedy as the protagonist
we made love
so I knew you just used me
and you never felt what I did
and at that time
I was a young girl

It was your story- telling that hit me
you were my guide to poetry
we made love
my soul mate - you proposed
several instanc es
I couldn't  because
I was a young woman

It was your gentleness that got to me
you  - my husband of many years
you treat me like a queen
we have seen a lot together
Eluding you the first time
I urged you to say yes
and I was younger

It was your kindness that drew me
you were my dancing partner
we made love
we  fun-chase seriously
with music and summers
in spite wintry-weather times
I  still feel young 

Friday, May 29, 2020

Imitation - hopeless

The what and when and where and now
is somewhat the start of a seussical cow
it is a so called verse with words of woe
that comes from my itty bitty red toe
the what has been done - so  now the when
is in place from a great big fat hen
on this day - muggy and overly hot
alas this rhyme is all I have got
When does the where comes from so?
you will find me in a field of fine farro
so the now is not the last of the how
I am sweating - just glance at my brow
Alas - imitation is learning - how not to do
so Mr Geissel - my words have no clue.

In admiration of Theodor Seuss Geisel!
 


Thursday, May 28, 2020

Nyt ord -

En veninde sagde
her i landet bruger vi
ikke mange mundbind
Hvabeva?

En coronavirus havde
lukket folk indespærret
og sundheden voksede
œh hmm?

Ja forklarede hun
mundbind er ligesom
hygiejene bind
Nå sådan

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

La mésolfoque*

Ma jeunesse perdue dans les nuages du temps
commence un poème ridicule romantique
les sentiments affolés d'un amour fantôme
se présentent pour une femelle authentique
sans qu'elle regrette le cycle  tout à fait roulé
qu'elle touche un ère psychosomatique
où la vie devienne tout courte et comptée
chaque moment ne doive être diplomatique
mais reste vrai et absolu - une quête franche
du dernier train d’un destin en tantrique
là - elle embrasse la passion sans gène
et dans la vision de l'univers osmotique
elle lèche les gouttes d'une chimère vraie
en sachant qu'elle n'est qu'un mésolitique.


*une mésolfoque : Une personne qui cherche l'ancienne idiotie encore une fois

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Glad to be alive ...but

A pandemic forces
domestication
Of a special kind
Even if you hate
Housework
Grit and daily grind
Its twisted logic
Develops quirks
So the cook
Must cook meals
And the neatnik
Neatly cleans
The lover I seek
Is not here so
I cook more
I bake more
I even tidy more
But making love
I ain’t doing
So guess what
I am more lucky
Than most
....

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Ray of fun

A ray of fun came by
With new ideas of why
The world changed

A light of joy swung by
To just electrify
The eve changed

A part of me said hi
You are such a sweet guy
My soul changed


Sunday, May 17, 2020

Vølva in time of Corona ( sorry Gabriel Marquez)

The old Vølva felt terrible witnessing
a pandemic - a part of human scourge
swelled from pangolins or bats
no matter how this disease spread
wildly from zero to unbelievable numbers
Within few moons the tragedy traveled
Withering - all anyone could do was:
Isolate inside and wear a mask
Like a band-aided bank robber right
In front of trusted friends, trivial foes,
family or familiar faces just for
The fact : the wild vulture of a virus
Was airborne - eerily earnestly
Generously grabbed anyone
With any weaker immunity- ideal
Growth gaining grounds
Hard to grasp even harder to go
Ahead and just keep two horse heads
Afar - the Ascot opening race
Came to mind - a million
Possible combi of careful
Thought out ideas of whys
Wherefore and wherewithals
It seemed to anyone with
Just a tad of justified motion
That the human race had
Met one of a kind beginning
To rake out through the ranks
Mostly the underprivileged
People whose immune systems
Were composed differently
Or compromised diversely
Whose staccato  status
In some ways did not match
As meticulously as younger
Folks ; their offspring
Seemingly healthy had
The good luck in being
Strong in vigor and will
Something that Vølva Vigga
Aspired to now - alas
Her mind or lack there of
Was hindering her heartily
Due to a mindset that she
Was forever in shape
Which she was not
Knowing this even did not
Inspire her wilted soul
Being caught in a place
Which was almost against
Her will - being trapped
A bird who could not fly
Freely so her fearless flight
Was hemmed by broken
Bones and bolts on her window
Stopped the whirlwind right
At the pane and feeling
Far from controlling her
Spirits she wrote to Sophia
Her highborn sister akin
Asking her help in this situation.
But her kindred wise sib
waddled in sadness and told
The wildly troubled vølva
That she like anyone else
Must wait it out - outlandishly
- yes - but sacredly sanctified
By using her mind wisely
Stay put and conquer herself
Her earthly desires - her dread -
Her sister’s and her own sorrows
Should become her whole shield
So that despite her search outside
For life and livable moments
She must contain  herself completely
Her life was literally her death
If she did venture too much
Away from the given path - pathetic
She - the wise Sophia wrote
If Vigga the Vølva did not
Follow an advice  - an awesome choice
Life or early death prematurely
would come as easily eery
Without a parole or a raincheck!!
The wandering sibyl silently
Read her sibling’s script - recaptured
Reality with raw dreams of freedom
But reality hit her right there -
Should she the vølva have a chance
Of living  once more freely
In her little house near the brook
She had no choice but to remain
Where she was - and without
Tearing her soul into pieces
Her stout self preservation
Knew that to fight is to let go
The vigorous virus would pass
And just move out of its way
Carefully not to get caught
And so the vacillating Vølva
Sat down to write a thanks
Sincerely to her sister for
Her timely awesome advice -
She Vigga would stay around
Her place promising her sib
That she would wait for
A time when it would be safer
Sadly mayhap not this year
But in  about 17 moons
When the world had found
A swerving solution - encircling
The whole planet - a sure passage -
Just then she would embark
on a virgin voyage it seemed like
to her little hut near the brook
And she would again breathe
Freely whether it was winter
Spring summer or autumn
And the harvest moon would
Shine brightly as ever and
Mother Earth had also had
A beautiful breathing pause -
the voracious vølva Vigga would
dance a night's daunting jig
jauntily swerving her old frame
and become one with the earth.

Monday, May 11, 2020

My nightmare haiku

An urge or a must
Poetic outpouring hacks
Crown of red petals

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Le jour des mères

Le jour de reconnaissance
D’être une femelle manquée
au mois de mai matinale
 Les possibilités que j’avais
L’intelligence et Le diligence
Les circonstances pas compris
Je me declare un échec
Sans amertume avec un geste
D’ haussement des épaules
J’ai raté ma vie intellectuelle
Et suis devenue une mère
Même si un rôle m’était imposée
Par la société - pas ma mère -
Ou c’était à cause de la nature
( merveilleuse excuse trouvée)
Qui fondamentalement m’a
Changée - trop intéressée par
L’humanité sans qu’il
s’occupe de moi (Existence)
Une femme handicapée
Qu’on les rencontre souvent
Il y a des femmes qui peuvent
Faire tout comme les hommes
Hélas - je reste dans un acte
Une pièce de théâtre ancien
Medée mais pas Pénélopée
Qui n’avait que defendre
Sa maison pour le retour
De grande voyage D’Odyssée
Et peut importe que son mari
Avez des maintes maîtresses
Elle l’attendait patiemment
Mais Medée fut un sauvage
Actif et se forçait de penser
Comme un homme et horreur!!
Ne me prenez pas, lectrices,
Amère et cynique et des autres
Mots dérogatoires que
Vous auraient sûrement dit
Sur mes pensées - je sais
Que j’aime mes gosses tendrement
Mais je pense souvent aux femmes
Qui auraient pu faire le meilleur
Que la médiocratie qui est la mienne.
Peut-être si j’aurais eu un courage
Plus que j’avais j’aurais été
Quelqu’une de sciences (au lieu)
De l’utérus -le créature  du bien -
De la différence d’un monde
Manqué et masculin sauf
Cet univers soit exclusif
En enchaînant les femelles
De leur devoir de faire des enfants.
J’enregistre vos mots méprisants
Et pour vous vous avez raison
Mais pour moi je me demande
Si j’aurais été plus heureuse
D’être une prof scientifique
ou un auteur des belles lettres
Au lieu d’accepter mon destin
De biblio-quasi-literati  mère
Avant ma mort sans faire
Une révolution intérieure
Comme avait fait l’artiste
Grandma Moses ou au moins
Donner aux autres femmes
L’envie de ne pas tomber
Dans la piège de l’esclavage
On peut avoir tout mais
Il faillait être plus fort
Que moi - et demander
Égalité Églantines égalité!

Friday, May 08, 2020

Haunted honored beyond

A renaissance painting with skeletons
and death juxtaposed along ars vivat
somewhere from the vitality of a mind
to the modern humble viewer of sorts
can be a meeting of strange ideas
crenellated buddying Venetian buildings
sfumati gardens of yesteryear's lords
: honor the dead creators and their patrons
without whom truly none of this art
would have survived or even been
an all-embracing court of long gone
masters of design in  vital vita brevi
turned ars longa - realized on a morn
the sky was dark the illumination bright
.

To Karen Warshall

Wednesday, May 06, 2020

A consequential moment

Deeds of the past
Dreams of the present
Will be future’s fall

Why where to  who
All intermingled
But nightmares rest

Truly th’was a misstep
Presently foot hurts
Tomorrow a tree drops

Tuesday, May 05, 2020

Because

Because is not the cause
The means are not the jeans
With men in them
It is mayhap not even
The egos of the legos
Legends follow fellow
Fairytales of fair lands
Elbowing elves digging
Deeper ditches down
To where willows ward off
The caustic corrosiveness
Of all chemical causes
And its only beat is because

Saturday, May 02, 2020

Speakeasy

A speakeasy somewhere
Hidden way from those
Seeking a buzz of sorts
They will find their need
cravings will surely lead
Excuses built-up in pace
Will persuade sooner
Than not unable to
Resist the chemical
Imbalance or combat
The psychological urge
Mind over matter
You accuse the user
But inbred in us all:
Over the matter is love!

Friday, May 01, 2020

Une gentillesse

J’entends que tu me parles
D’un autre coin du monde
Sans que cela soit immonde
Et sans que tu m’empales
Avec ton âme très gentil
Je rêve d’un être fugace
Montant sur son parnasse
Ou le mien - ah c’est futile
Mais je ne sais comment
Me débrouiller devant
Le confinement proscrit
Je deviens une junkie
Des  petits gaillardements
Une tendresse d’un amant

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

L’orage violent

L’autre jour il y avait
Un orage dans mon cœur
Il y restait longtemps
Encore il grandissait  avec
Plaisir et pandémie
Je ne pouvais/voulais pas
Le faire taire au vent
Violent et foudroyant
Il me prend encore
Ardemment et j’aspire
Au fond de mon âme
Qu’encore une fois
De rester sereine
Sauf si avec ce sentiment
Je pourrais vivre
Fort et faire l’amour
Comme une sirène avant

- isms

A poem about - isms
why on earth?
a poet has no choice
only to write about
what happens
in her every day world
plagiarism or nepotism
fascism or cynism

- there are others
slightly less morbid
optimism - altruism
idealism or feminism

feminism would be
considered problematic
for some
for others perfect

whether you find
qualms with creeds
or you enjoy
their doctrinal code
they are part
of our genetics
rebuff or embrace
 - iffy isms


 






Monday, April 27, 2020

Barre needs

I need a barre - old lady exclaims
I have ignored my muscles
so now they me totally disdain

Truly no ballerina I am
my body just needs to firm
got to be with a daily program

A barre in a woman's room of own
is a must-have at this time
where everyone does exploits alone.

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Almost

Almost midnight darkness
Almost another day gone
Almost not thirsty
Almost not hurting
Almost sane and sound
Almost defying odds
Almost inveigling myself
That I shall sleep without ...

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Symphonia Metropolitana

From the soul of Mozart
to a Welsh wayward lied
via an orchestral Wagner
to a New York "somewhere"
makes one realize
that ardent notes
of human singing
a capella or with instrument
or a grand orchestral choir
transcend the ether.
Love - Hate - Loss - Anger
Friendship - Humor
Feelings - not new
as old as die Menschheit
united under the corona
of our sun or Covid-19 -
give hope in
a digital modern world
to any isolated heart
with touching music!

Dedicated to Peter Gelb and the musicians and
The rest of the Met family with hope

Friday, April 24, 2020

Time is NOW (kinda haikus combined)

My time is just yet
not at all quite there for here
a tree is busting

Our altered lives
we knew not afore nor since 
spring springs out - boom blooms

No one can say me
I am not involved - no
rain flowers form up

In reflection yes
there is still days months years
until winter looms




Thursday, April 23, 2020

Frustration ...

Furious with myself
computer is not foolproof
I am an idiot
so are some technical doodads
since it will not let me change
names and such
typos - gadgets galore
will not let me go
to website
warning 5 tries and then out
well - four times
writing to the webmaster
and hopefully resolve the snag
grrr
a modern grandma's willful
frustration -
added 10 more white hairs
to my mane and 60 more wrinkles
closing it down now-

Naught of night

Night was awake with thoughts
From the morning’s early time
Via the midday’s munch
To the afternoon’s sunny walk
Solitary and windy circles
Onto dinner and eve’s watch
The haunting circus resumed
Its dark and marred naught

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

"En réalité"

au lieu de voyager en réalité
maintenant il faut rêver
dans l'irréel de la véracité

on doit se plonger d'une mer
plein de poissons fantastique
prendre le soleil d'un brumaire

la ville de n'importe où
au bord d'une rivière claire
en compagnie avec un loup

l'atout de mon æil-de-bæuf
est seulement un mirage
de la peste du Covid-19

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Die Marschallin

In covid-19 time
Lapping up sleepily
Der Rosenkavaler

Honest feelings
timeless plots
aging, lust, love

Opera conveys
Vividly and wildly
Foibles galore

Just a zénith
No pontificating
A conversation

You are a woman
The same as everyman
 Clock and cocks

Behaviors depicted
In plaque or not
Genetically forged

Friday, April 17, 2020

A verse approach’d

Poems come and go
By a wordsmith’s tap
No longer does the quill
Scratch the parchment
On a wobbly lectern
Under a moonless sky
At the quivering candlelight
But now sitting quite
Quietly with the phone
On her bed’s side
Staring at the white blinds
Shielding the writer
From the virus’s world
Knowing that nobody
Is safe - only from within
A healthy self ironical
Humorous whimsical mind
Can one dig up a defense
And pen it the poet must
by hitting the letters hard -
the little ditty is done

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Min bror i ånden

Du  - en mand som jeg mødte
sent i livet - næsten sidste udkald -
har fødselsdag igen - et nyt år -
det sidst passerede har været
et dejligt et - tak kære brormand
på så mange hvælv et muntert
vindrikkende og badende
i midnatssommer og soldage
ved vintertid - et samvær
af en kaliber af et venskab
udi det himmelblåske nydende
gode  fornøjelige middage
og videre samtaler på whatsapp
ganske som om vi var i
hinandens stuer eller i haverne
du med paradisets lille blomsterflor
og jeg med stenede ditto
- tillykke til en Visigoth -
og må vi engang når coronaen
er forfløjen igen ses med
smil på læben og knus
indtil kroppens yderst led.


Til Torsten


  

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Ode to a Vølva's longing

Sitting forlorn at the desk of her youth
Vigga the Vølva was contemplating
how in a coronavirus time
she was going to survive mentally
without her beloved forrest hut.

Her cloven diaspora from somewhere else
was getting to her vividly
not because she was in a bad spot
but she had promised innards
at one point in time to live elsewhere -
bred and born her family's ties
were strong - yet her sense of self
had turned into a primal screaming essence
without any help - without seeing
the petite paradise  any time soon
was enough to strangle her emotionally
and getting her blood pressure way up
to its maximum thereby endangering
herself to never see the visual symbol
of her freedom and her self-preservation.
Alas, she must try and figure a way
to sneak over to her "room of her own".
Arcadia was for her the people
the connections to the little foot path
of history mingled with grapes
of vines and olive trees - almond blossoms
in spring - on summer's nights
the cicadas whirling wings - the swifts
and the bats outside her window
gobbling up the mosquitos by the million
her dreamy view of a steep hill
reminding her that she was just a dot
and nothing else - but a speck
can have its own place in the humdrum
it was not about anyone's judgement
just her own deep conviction
that for some reason she should be
there and not here - it was her mother's
comment when she, the Vølva,
was of an age of late childhood
the you - (and everyone else) are alone
always - no explanation followed .
Of those words came over the years
that  - yes - we are all alone together
but in a small community with
various and sundry souls around
it is easier to take instead of being buried
in suburbia with pristine lawns
in air conditioned rooms in boxes
of people who are either too scared
or too snobby to talk to/with each other
thinking that life is gyms/parks to
drive to - and heaven forbid you should
walk to the mall, only a car would do.
The middle ages and ancient towns
are sturdy - mired in history
the Vølva feels that she is part
of a whole of a line - a blimp
or a grain of salt - a caretaker
of a little hut in a village - only
for an instant - it belongs to her
in her solitude among Visigoths
and Occitans - back to Romans
and even the Greeks - ancient minds
a  cornucopia of different lives
gathered in a small speck of place
and yes there is loneliness  too -
but in a beautiful environment
vitally tolerable - and sexually
stimulating - with the wine
good food and good moods
the "aloneliness" is in the mind
albeit invariably seen as non-existent
or at least it becomes hidden
Vigga the Vølva moped and the muse
left her barren once more
she had her say - for the time being
acknowledging the loss of heyday
away from her dream time
elsewhere - grateful that she still
could claim her dreams of life
and once you take a mirage away
then she knew that dear death
would not be far behind.