Premonitions

A lump in my throat
why do I feel it
on an early Monday
at the start of January?
Is it something
I did not do?
Often premonitions
are not my thing -
but I feel antsy
on a day that starts
like any other.
Woke up -
down to make coffee
had my yogurt
and my orange juice
along with my usual pills.
Emptied the washing machine
and went to hang up
the clothes on the top
granted I did not bring up
a second cup and yes
I added a dress to wash
but apart from that
nothing in my emails
nothing on the news
would give me the iffiness
that I feel - why?